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Name: Alison
Birthday: 12/23/1987
Interests: everything
Expertise: being a crazy dancer
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/18/2005
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| Okay so its been a really crazy long time. I decided I would update mostly because I have nothing else to do, except sleep, but I'm not really feelin that. Well, a lot of events have happened in the almost two months of me not updating. I can't remember them all, but some are that the SENIORS WON WINTER CARNIVAL!!!, and it was by a lot with no magic points, we had the two county skiing meets and in the classic I tied for tenth and the skate I got tenth, and yea lots of other stuff, but my memory sucks so thats about it.
Coming up, states down in Rumford!! The trip is always fun and the races will be good. I think we are going to go to the mall and sometimes we go snow tubing on the day off. The skate race is on Thursday and the classic is on Saturday! We are going down on Wednesday. I'm nervous, but not that much yet. Hopefully my races will go well!
I have been finding lots of quotes recently. Here are some for anyone who reads this: :)
Sometimes I think he says these things just to make me want him more.
It's like he knows.
Well, maybe he does.
Maybe I'm the only one who thinks I'm a good liar.
& the truth is that I've never needed anything more in my life.
Obstacles are put in your way to see if what you want is worth fighting for.
and everytime i try to give up..
hope whispers, try one more time
your cocky confidence kills me.
it's scary to know that i'll never get over you
Never give up if you still wanna try; Never wipe your tears if you still wanna cry; Never stop asking questions if you still wanna know; Never say you dont love him, If you cant let him go.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
friendship is easily turned into love
but love is very hard to turn into friendship
It's not about the people who are true to your face.
It's about the people who are true to you
behind your back.
NEVER GiVE UP
not cause you still have tomorrow to try because you may not have a tomorrow to try
I always wonder what's worse:
the pain of wondering
or knowing the truth
Everyday, I look for you purposely
going out of my way to make sure
you'll notice me, hoping, just hoping that maybe you'll fall for me even the slightest bit.
The pain is real even if nobody knows.
So my issue is that I like someone. But....yea no I don't think it could work out. I want it to, but then no I definitely don't think so. Too many people would want to kill me I think. So anyway I guess I am going to go to bed and wonder about it. Night. Alison | | |
| Today we had a skate race in mad town. It was pretty good for me. I think I did well, but I will have to see the results first. I know that I felt pretty damn good, though. We had to go back to school today-BLAH! It is a waste of my time but thats ok. Anyways, I don't have much else. Some quotes:
WHEN YOU`RE DOWN i MAY NOT BE ABLE TO PiCK YOU BACK
UP BUT i PROMiSE i`LL BE WiLLiNG TO LAY RiGHT DOWN NEXT TO YOU
THE REASON iT HURTS SO MUCH TO SEPERATE
iS BECAUSE OUR SOULS ARE CONNECTED. MAYBE THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN & WiLL BE. MAYBE WE`VE LiVED A THOUSAND LiVES BEFORE THiS ONE & iN EACH OF THEM, WE FOUND EACH OTHER.
and its going to hurt like hell
and you're going to cry a million tears
but hold on to your dreams
let there be hope in your struggle
and beauty in the pain..
hold on
and i promise, you'll be okay. a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
just another dream broken,
guess things just turn out that way.
we both walk down the hallway
and when our eyes meet...
we suddenly look away
because we both know that
it wasn't suppose to end that way
and that we still have a bit of our love between us
if it was even there to begin with. Half of life is fucking up.
The other half is dealing with it.
you think i`m happy. you think this
is all true. but what you don`t realize
is, i`m a good actress too.
he gets her out of bed in the morning,
drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, & doesn't even know he does it.
i don't use excuses..don't ask why. it's
just a breakdown.. it happens all the time
so get outta my face.. dont even try. you
wanna help me, ___ just let me cry ..`
i`m not pretty.
i`m not perfect.
DEAL WiTH iT.
i do everyday ..
sometimes you just have to walk away
to see who cares enough to follow.
Somewhere behind the athlete you've become and the hours of practice and the coaches who've pushed you, is the little girl who fell in love with the game and never looked back... Play for her.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity, all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment, and take from it, everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely NO REGRETS. Most importantly, if you love someone, tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live
Well that was alot of quotes. Sort of depressing ones, but oh well. Night! | | |
| Happy New Year's Eve and New Year everyone!
I hope you all had a great year!
Well, today I went skiing in Fort Kent with Lindsay, Joey, Hilary, Mischa, Nils, and a whole bunch of other people from Fort Kent and Madawaska. I love those guys. Yea so I went skate skiing in the morning and classic skiing this afternoon. It was a full day and I am tired out. It was lots of fun, though.
K love ya all
Alison | | |
| Wow I have so much to tell! (not all useful or interesting but okay)
First Off-My Birthday!!!! (December 23- write this down!)
Julie, Julia and Catherine all came over on my birthday and we all ate tacos! They were great. Then we had three different kinds of cake and I had this cheesecake and this peanut butter cake. So Good!!!! Then, we all went to see King Kong, but Catherine had to leave halfway through. After that, we came back to my house and talked for awhile. Devin came over after he was done work and Matty called to wish me a happy birthday! Julie and Julia left around 11 and Devin and I read Chuck Norris jokes for awhile. Devin went home maybe 11:30-11:45. A good birthday overall. Oh yea I got a beautiful necklace and earrings from the rents. Money from my grandparents and clothes from Catherine and Julie. Julia gave me a candle holder and Devin gave me a.....empty chocolate milk container. Not to mention I'm now 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Second thing is second........
Christmas Eve......we went to the Catholic church with the grandparents. (We don't normally go to the Catholic church, but we did this time) Then, we went to eat at the grandparents and watched (!!!) them open some presents. After that, we went to Catherine's house for a party!
Third----Christmas Day!!
We got up at 6:45 to open presents! It was exciting! I got all sorts of cool stuff and money, too! I can't really remember what else but yea lots! Christmas is so fun and I love it.
Fourth thing-I got my license today!!! Went to the DMV @ 8 and took the test. I got to drive around by myself for awhile and I took my sister Ginger to Timmy's for donuts and hot chocolate. We also had a sprint race today. I got 12th and I am pretty happy with that, considering I fell in the first heat so I wasn't put into the greatest heat the second time. I won both of my heats!! BUT, then I got 12th.  soo... okay race but next time I definitely want to get into the top 10. Hopefully that works out. 
That would be all. I love all of ya!
Later!
   Alison
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| OMG!
haha ok well........ let's see
I had a ski race today in Fort Kent and I didn't do very well. Lots of freshmen probably beat me but ok. I guess that's what I get for not training as much as usual during the summer.
In other news,
Josh Blanchette called me a clown cuz I wore my new gauchos and lots of sparkle stuff. My day is sounding really good, right??
That's ok. It wasn't that bad in the end. After the race we rode back and played 20 questions and categories. Oh and Cale Dubay was back from college so he came to the meet with us. He is insane! Anyways, Karcynn didn't have a fun time cuz some assholes laughed at her during the race. Stupid alpine guys from Presque Isle!  Not cool at all.
Hopefully my day tomorrow is better than today. I am going to MWSC practice! That in itself should make my day fairly good. We are playing ski games I guess.
Oh and we won the meet!!! The caribou girls are awesome! | | |
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